Down in to the dark abiss
choking on muddied thoughts
unable to find light
scrapping away at ideas before
trudging thru emotional fog
unable to find contentment
sinking deeper into my mind
a scary and unwanted place to be
unable to find truth
enveloped into the harshness
destroyed by weakness
unable to find my way
ripping at the seams
tearing myself down
unable to find myself
drowning in the loneliness
dying on the emptiness
unable to find a way out
Down in to the dark abiss
choking on muddied thoughts
unable to find light
scrapping away at ideas before
trudging thru emotional fog
unable to find contentment
sinking deeper into my mind
a scary and unwanted place to be
unable to find truth
enveloped into the harshness
destroyed by weakness
unable to find my way
ripping at the seams
tearing myself down
unable to find myself
drowning in the loneliness
dying on the emptiness
unable to find a way out
Current Residence: Bowling Green, Ohio Favourite genre of music: Metal/Industrial Favourite photographer: too many.... can't play favorites ;) Favourite cartoon character: Gir from Invader Zim
I'm gonna be uploading a bunch of pictures again. I've been slacking quite a bit. They'll be out of order from when they were taken. They'll be in alphebetical order by photographer. So some I'll have my firey red hair and others I'll have black again. I recently went back to black in Feburary. So..... onward I go :)
So I check this thing every day to see what the people I'm watching have posted. And finding pretty new images to add or save to make backgrounds for my lappy. But I haven't updated in a while! Opps! Sorry. I have a LOT of images to upload and stuff. So I'm going to get caught up again.
I've also been TAKING pictures so once I'm all caught up with pictures of me, I'll start adding what I've taken :)
I'm sorry to everyone that has me on your watched list 'cause you're thing is about to get VERY full of my face lol
This past summer I was aproached by a photographer to do a Domestic Violence shoot with my friend Ryan. I was actually excited about the idea and started to picture how it could go in my head. When the shoot happened it wasn't what I expected. It was a "safe" version. None of the violence. So I sent a message to my favorite photographer SPRINGHEEL and told him that I wanted to re-do it and have it be more real. I sent him and Ryan the entire concept for the shoot frame for frame. I wanted them to know EXACTLY what I was going for. Both of them were in awe of the idea and excited for it. We all knew it would be a hard shoot to do both mentally